Saturday, December 13, 2008

Semesterd'

The Fall 2008 semester is now mostly over, all that remains are the final exams - Marcoeconomics and Operating Systems. At grades are looking decent, with an A in Intro to Persuasion all but guaranteed, and a possible A, but if not an A then a B+ in Intro to Software Engineering. I'm figuring I'll have a B in both Macroeconomics and Operating Systems.

I uninstalled Fallout 3 in preparation for studying for Macroeconomics. It's extremely tempting to do something other than watch those lectures, such as watch YouTube videos or play any kind of game in which I can gain virtual experience. Unfortunately, I slept for the majority of the day, so I'll be catching up with my lectures in the following hours.

I also need to head back to the gym, now that I've finally gotten a refill on my medications (I had run out on Wednesday), and the side effects of the steroids from before have mostly dissapeared.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Last time, on Life...

Yet another neglected blog. Well, as long as I post once a year, it's not abandoned. Since the last post (prior to that test a moment ago), here's what has transpired:

- Passed Data Structures with a B, Computer Organization with a C, and dropped Circuits as though it's thermal readings were off the charts. Major was changed to CSE, which is Comp Sci within the Engineering Dept.

- First non-Caucasian president! Barack Obama won the presidency on Nov. 4, 2008 against a sickening GOP campaign to make him look like a dangerous terrorist-loving wants-to-teach-4-year-olds-about-the-cock inexperienced threat against America. In retrospect, I really should have blogged all the stuff I was thinking during the dozens of hours I spent following the campaign.

- The economy has gone to shit. $700b bailout for some banks. I'd be happy with even .001% of that money.

- My parents and I had a tussle over my remaining time here at UF. Things got straightened out, though. I'd been unclear about how many credits I have here, which justifiably angered them.

I can't recall any more events worth mentioning at the moment, but they'll come to me eventually. As for what's happening now, I'm about to finish the semester with pretty decent grades. Details to come later, because as usual, I'm blogging mainly because I'm procrastinating. Now to make me a Nutella sammich (for the 3rd time today).

Oh, and I'm on damn antibiotics and steroids again. I was pumped (gym-wise) for a while, but then got sick and lost a lot of it.

In the event of a real emergency...

I'm testing out this software called "ScribeFire", so this is a test before I get all bloggie up in this bitch.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

No title.

Well I'm feeling (somewhat) better about everything. My mom had a good talking with me, so I feel like I can move on, albeit slowly. I have my first Circuits exam on Wednesday, so I have lots of studying to do. I skipped out on everything on Monday, because I was seriously depressed, and my missing the bus in the morning, on top of having not finished fixing my bike, just had me giving up.

On a brighter note, Code Geass' 2nd season is rolling strong, and despite there being a few annoyances and "animisims" (things that are common in anime, yet would make no sense in reality), the show manages to keep the viewer surprised. That, and 95% of the females in the show over the age of 17 are (anime) hot. Unnessicarily so, actually.

Monday, June 9, 2008

More failings.

Well since the death of my SD card, things have just gone downhill.

Academically, I fear for the grade on my 2nd Comp. Org quiz, and the first was probably bad as well. My Data Structures exam may have went alright, but I'm usually wrong, and it's not as if I was finished way before time expired. Circuits is screwed as well - first quiz was a 5/1o, while the 2nd was a 2/10. This is despite studying for all of these, thinking I know the subject material, and being wrong.

On other fronts, I can't seem to even get a pseudo-date. I asked two girls and neither worked out. I tried doing that return thing with the SD card at Best Buy, and it failed due to trying to use mommy's credit card, for which I'm not an "authorized user".

I'm constantly tired, and unmotivated (now) to do any kind of studying or schoolwork. Despite knowing what I "should" do, it's not happening. I'm not even motivated to clean my damn room. I'm gaining weight still, and I'm friggin insatiable when it comes to food. My balls hurt (seriously), and I'm constantly afraid that it'll turn into torsion despite having had a consultation with the SHCC.

Well I'm glad I'm not the type to consider suicide, because I know people with less psychological fortitude might have already done it. Yay, me.

Friday, June 6, 2008

SDHCorpse

SD card for my NDS died. Inaccessible. CycloDS can't read it. Omaticomp can't read it. Doesn't even show up as an unformatted drive - it's just gone.

Feeling faint. It's hard to move muscles. 7.16gb of data is lost, along with a few hundred hours. Last backup was Feburary 28th. $75 of memory is now useless. What was to be the year's only personal expendeture is now done for. My primary refuge for stress relief seems to have backlashed. I'm feeling a strong urge to simply lie still for a week or so.

The fact that this is causing me so much trauma gives insight as to who I am. Turned my DS into a person. A good friend I hung out with in some of the spare time I had. I know in a week this feeling will have decreased by several magnitudes, but for now it feels as though a part of myself is gone. This is just like how it felt when V.P. demolished me, but not quite as bad. I wish I hadn't thought of that, but it's true.

It's kind of hard to breathe as well. Computer Organization is killing me, and tomarrow is the first Data Structures exam. Whatever confidence I had is now gone, thanks to my fear that I'll be affected by my emotions. I know this is far from the worst thing in the world that could happen to me, but I don't care.

Proviews.net is going nowhere fast. I'm still bitchless (sic). My money is running out faster and faster these days. I find a new stretchmark biweekly. My laptop battery is down to 1.5 hours of running time.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Circuits crossed

It looks like circuits is all but dropped. It's a shame because I put a lotta work into this - but getting sick twice, meaning 2 missed labs and two horribly mangled exams, made doing well in the class extremely difficult. Well at least I won't need to do any finals, and I have a chance of regaining my Bright Futures scholarship.

I've been playing basketball recently, as well as lots of biking. I rode down to the Sam's Club on 13th on Friday, and then I rode down to Butler Plaza on Saturday. Pushing my limits a little is what I seem to be about recently.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core

System: PSP

FFVII is one of my earliest memories of stellar RPGdom. I think the only one before that was Super Mario RPG. I remember watching my friend Alex play the scene leading up to and including the first boss fight, and falling totally in love with the game. I eventally went on to beat the game years later, and loved it.

Crisis Core talks about what happened before all that, and it does an amazing job of doing so. The graphics are of PS2 quality in-game, and cut-scenes are as detailed as Advent Children. Music is spot-on, as well as the voice acting. The astetics of this game are nearly flawless.

The combat is like Kingdom Hearts, only better. In combat, controls are quick and responsive, and executing commands becomes almost secondhand, despite the real-time format. Traversing the game world is your standard fare, but I never really expected anything innovative there anyway.

A really cool gameplay mechanic is the Materia Fusion system. It's exactly what it sounds like, and results in you being able to experiment with different combos and stat boosts to customize Zack to your playstyle. I personally went the spellcasting route. There's also the DMW, which is a 3-slot roulette system that sits in the corner and occasionally levels you or your materia up, as well as giving you limit breaks and restoring some HP, MP and/or AP. It feels weird at first, but ends up working well and being a fun part of battle.

The story is great, and works beautifully whether you've played FFVII or not. There are some perks to having played FFVII before, and playing this really helps you understand the latter much more. The mission system tacks on some optional gameplay, and gives you the opportunity to unlock some really cool gear and materia. The drawback to this is that the normal game becomes really easy once you've done enough missions.

The game isn't perfect, though. A minimalist can get away with spamming the "attack" command and getting through a lot of the main game. The fact that most enemies flinch when they're hit make it possible to continuously hit them to avoid ever getting attacked. This is usually rectified by having at least 2 enemies in every battle. However, this doesn't do much to help since many normal enemies will attack only sporadically intstead of making a team effort, much like in action movies where the hero is outnumbered by henchmen. The designers tried to make up for this by introducing enemies later on in the game that cast the Death spell, which is an unavoidable one-hit kill if you don't interrupt the cast by specifically targeting and hitting the enemy casting it (or you could equip one of the rare items that negates it).

Also, the odd decision to not allow the player to skip non-movie cut-scenes was a bad design choice. Sometimes you've already seen it (like if you had to continue from an earlier save), and sometimes you just don't care.

In addition, all 300 missions take place on the same 6 or 7 maps, which makes them really boring to look at after seeing the same caves for the 40th time. It's slightly mitigated by the fact you start in a variety of areas. However, these are fairly small complaints when compared to the rest of the game.

All in all, this is one of the best, if not THE best game on the PSP. Whether you're a FFVII fan or not, Crisis Core is worth checking out.

Rating: S - Rank

Gots to be startin' somethin'.

Yeah yeah.

This marks the beginning of something. The idea is for me to put various ideas and whatnots on the internet so that I can come back and peruse what I would think about while I was still sane. Of course, this means that if I can somehow complete college AND avoid insanity, then this will have been a complete waste of time.

Well, it's 3 in the morning, and I have a lab report due in 13 hours for a class that chances are I'll probably end up dropping. It's really frustrating that I happened to get extremely ill only HOURS before the 2nd exam for the class. It pretty much sealed my fate right there. At this rate, I'll be out of college moneys.

I'm unsuccessfully pursuing some female options. Kayla is cool but I can't seem to schedule a time to hang out with her. It seems she's either avoiding the question and /or not answering the phone when I call. We chat on the internets, though. If this falls through as well, especially after that Vanessa B.S., I'm going to look into chopping my balls off so I can continue through life without the weekly dissapointment / lonelyness.

I just got finished with taking Pretnizone or something like that. It was a steroid that worked to cure aforemented sickness. I gained over 10 lbs. of fat during that time, and it's become a real bitch to try and get rid of it. Especially now, when I'm being stressed to hell by a combo of deadlines and self-destructive delaying (kind of like this). It's funny how I come up with the coolest ideas when I'm not supposed to, but when I have free time, it's totally different.

Anyway, lets see how long this will last. I have a LiveJournal account open that has sporadic periods of self-interest, but for the most part it's been badly neglected. Hopefully using a site that doesn't have the stigma of immaturity attached to it will give me less of an excuse to type my thoughts into a type-y box.